Yeah I know, it's been almost 2 months since my last text post. What can I say between my vlog site, my buddy's site and summer......it's been a bit chaotic. It's been crazy to say the least. Crazy but fun......we (my wife and my buddy and his girlfriend) just got back from Dragon Con a couple of days ago and I have been busy messing with some video and a few other fun things. Life is pretty good right now, even with my BIG mess up (I actcidently taped over part of an interview I did.) I know you are saying "what's the big deal".......but for me, it was.
You see, I spent most of my young life being told I was worthless and good for nothing, that I could never do anything right.......and no amount of theapry or faith or self help can ever completly take that away. You do learn to cope but it is always there under the surface and sometimes it (the feeling of dispair) will rear it's ugly head. So for a couple of days, I was not.......well......it just wasn't fun. But I'm better and OK....for now ;) I wonder sometimes if anyone is listening or even cares what I am doing, but then I think......it doesn't really matter, I am still having fun and still learning a bit more about myself everyday......not a bad life really.....
Take care "The Batman Geek"
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